DRINKING! I am an educated woman. I was raised with very strong values. I've never had ANY problems with the law. I'm the first one in the office. I'm the last one to leave. I keep my body tight. I am extremely active in my church and professional association. I've even considered getting a second Masters Degree. On paper, I am the BOMB. In reality, you might consider me an alcoholic. I just think I have more fun DRUNK!
I have a really busy schedule. I've set a lot of goals for myself. I've achieved most of them. I would like to meet the right guy. In spite of my single status, I have a very active social life. I'm involved in several social groups. I also date often. My job requires me to travel a lot. I've been all over the country and abroad. In all honesty, I really can't complain. After work, a few us usually go to happy hour. We planned to go to a new spot on Friday. I'm usually the IT girl. Everybody wants me to go. I like to have a good time. The place was packed. We managed to find a table. I usually buy the first round. The guys in my office can't even hang. After my third shot, I was ready for my favorite. BONE CRUSHERS are SO good!. I don't know about other people. I like the way liquor tastes. Its like chocolate. I sometimes lick my glass. The night was winding down. I saw this really cute guy. I'm aggressive sober, drunk I'm all over you. We talked for minute then I told the crew I'm out. He walked me to the car. I'm sure he figured he was going to get some. I was probably going to give him some. I was feeling fine in the bar. When I got outside, I started to feel quizzy. I still wonder what the hell was that smell. A few minutes later, it was all over me. Then IT was all over him. He jumped back called me some obscene names and drove away. I managed to get to my car. I woke up the next morning still in the parking lot. It's my ONLY vice. Everybody has one. Some women sleep with every man they meet. I've NEVER had a one night stand........I'm usually TOO DRUNK for that. Still Single
SHAMEFUL , she Peepee'd or did #2 on herself that's nasty clearly she was a drunk dirtbag with low selfesteem
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ReplyDeleteYou must get some help. You are wearing a "party girl" mask to gain social acceptance because you are afraid to let people know the real you. You already know this when you said, "On paper, I'm the bomb." You know that you are not just the image on your resume. If you can tell your secret to this post, then take it one step further and tell it to someone who will you think will not judge you (perhaps your mother or a clergyman). They are the ones who will stand beside you as you go through the process of self realization. PS: You might want to start with Oprah's Lifeclasses on OWN and FB. You have everything to gain. God bless!
Love yourself and stop the drinking... When it gets that far, it becomes a problem... Get help first... Then spread the love! -The Misunderstood Social Worker-
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