doesn't always come to light. We all have our; dirty little secrets, naughty fantasies and shameful indiscretions. But what do you do when your darkness consumes your light? What if you've opened Pandora's box and you don't know how or IF you want to close it?
I hadn't been in a relationship in years, needless to say my sex life was suffering too. My life seemed to revolve around my career and my child. I was yearning for a connection. My best friend had mentioned some of her escapades with men she had met on line. I thought she was crazy. I had never even considered meeting someone on line and actually thought it was kind of seedy. She convinced me to try it out and just like that, I was on a site looking at profiles of people who just wanted sex. I thought of all the negatives; safety, not feeling them when we met or what if someone I knew found out? I ignored all my inner angels and decided that I NEEDED a quick fix! This seemed like the fastest way to get a tune up. Although I felt some shame in my decision, my body felt none. After one night of anonymous sex, I was hooked. It was one of the most intense sexual moments I had ever had. I don't know if it was the fact that I hadn't had sex in along time or if it was the mere fact that this person had come just to provide me pleasure. No get to know you conversations, no whose paying for dinner fiasco's, no wondering "if" we were going to be intimate. Everything was transparent and I felt sexually free to allow myself to enjoy HER. Yeah, I figured since I was walking down a dark path, I might as well cover all bases. And it just so happen to have been the BEST p**sy licking of my life! I swore it would only be that one time.....
but since opening "that" box, it has left me thinking......"what the hell, I am still single"
I have been n a similar situation but I luv woman an men I sometimes wish I could combine then both into one person. I say enjoy urself u only get one life....but my question is will u do it again?????
ReplyDeleteUmm, trying new things can get you in deep SH*T, somethings should just be left to the imagination.....
ReplyDelete"I knew I was captured by the rhythm of the magic flute.
ReplyDeletePulling and urging me to taste the forbidden fruit.
And though I felt naive,
I did not want to leave.
Fever was in the air -- and
All of a sudden I didn't care
No reason why
I'd have to testify."
QUESTION: "What makes you feel like doing stuff like that?" (Find out before this gets out of control.)